so so so long nv blog le =)

my stupid didi now very crazy abt blog. now because he lost his toolbox so he is crazy abt it. wondering, why his english so bad and yet he wan to blog =/
*after reading this sentence he knock my head*

Today is my off day, the whole day at home do nth. Wondering what should i do on my bdae =/ at 1st i intend to open a bbq jus for my fren to patch with his wife but in the end the wife dun wan go. thinking what should i do during my bdae. although i seldom celebrate my bdae but i thought can have something different this yr. nvm i think i jus dun celerate ba =)

Well... from today onward i will intro myself as ‘Hi, I am Joyce and I am a PURE CHINESE!’

Well, most people think i am a Japanese. And someone ask me a qns and i do not know how to answer. Here come the convo ~
Person X : Joyce, R U A CHINESE?
Joyce : yup, i am a Chinese =)
X: u look like non Chinese.
Joyce : i look jap?
X: yes, u really look like Japanese~!~!
Joyce : everyone say so =)
X: do u feel proud that u look like Japanese? Since there is so much girls in town wan look Japanese but cannot. But u look totally jap =)
Joyce : I do not know, sometime i do feel proud.
X: U dun think look like jap is a totally cool thing?
Joyce : i think i still wan to intro myself as Chinese. Cause I Dun know JAP AT ALL. LOL

I saw my boyboy again =)
he is so cute lo.. i kinda miss him =)
i today late for my class but i get a chance of meeting him i think is worth it =)
i can see him today~!~!

I SAW HIM TODAY~!~!
make mi so happy lo =)

do u wan to hear the story of how i meet him?
today i walk in the mrt blur blur. then i walk walk to one side. We nv get a chance to meet at the boon lay mrt but we meet at jurong east. when i walk in then saw a seat. then i seated there, when the moment i look up. i saw him. i feel so happy deep inside till i am lmao inside my heart. but trying to hide that delight.
then after cck, a aunty walk in. keep talking to herself non-stop. at 1st i thought that she is talking to a person opp. but after awhile, i notice no one talking to her at a direction and no one reply her. make mi wonder. then she start to talk to the aunty beside her. the aunty is reading newspaper and nv care to talk to her. then i smile then i keep take the chance to look at him =)

wondering can i meet him when i go home today?
if i can i might get his phone number hehe..

if 10 suay things make one lucky thing happen to mi.
then i wish that that lucky thing is to meet him again <3

so today 1st suay thing is
~ people anyhow say i flirting with my classmate.. she is so defaming lo =.=

Have you ever tried to do a thing then regret after it? Have you regret for a thing which you do not have courage to do? Have you wondered how will it be like when you have the courage to do it and things might be very huge different?

Yes, today I have done something which made me so regret until now. First time i met him, i never smiled. Then i regretted for 3 days, thinking should i have the courage to smile to him? 1 week and 3 days later, i met him again. Every time watch out at the mrt station to see him =) But i met him when i am on the way home. He seems like walking the same path as me, but looks like he is feeling very down.

Now i am asking myself, if I do not have the ugly teeth of mine, will i be more confident? Yes, for now i am giving a YES. But in the future will I think the same? But one thing i confirm know the answer, if not because of my teeth i will smile back. I scare if i smile the guy saw my teeth and turn away. T.T

Although it is not that ugly, but it affect mi in many ways. I scare to repeat my answer because i do not think i can pronouns the word well. When someone looking at my teeth when i am talking, i will feel like hiding somewhere.


My mom and her theory=.=
She insisted that I should do my teeth during the holiday so it will not affect my study. =.=



Today, I guess 4 suay(unlucky) things make up to give me a chance to see him again =)
1st unlucky thing =( I broke my contact lan again which mean i can only use one in sch
2nd unlucky thing =( when i walk out of my house i wore my slipper not my sandals
3rd unlucky thing =( i forget to bring thermometer to sch today =/
4th unlucky thing =( my bacterial infection is getting to my face (itch a lot)

i once thought that i am always alone=(

but after today i notice i am not alone =)
i got my besties, sisters and family <3<3

i know something today.
when u greedy or lazy, in the end u wil lose out. I LOST A WALLET MY SISTER GIVE MI. i wan to cry T_T but today she nv angry at mi but sayang mi<3 love u lots~!~!

i am lazy to think a word to translate and in the end i got a nick name =.=
when i playing game i misused a word which is sweat to wet.
i tell them my hand are wet now. they all think i am wet.. OMG LO..
then i explain it is sweat a lot then wet de.. THEN IT SOUND MORE WRONG... omg i can die le... dun ever call mi wet joyce =3=

what a day? =/

i break my contact lan(which make mi wear the old one)

i lost my wallet (ic, student card, posb bank card AND my contact len degree)

too much thing have happen and i start to feel so alone? cold dunno what to do? i wan to cry but still hold it.

i miss my egg =/ i wanted to cry but i still shallow it. finding someone who is reliable and cry one but yet i found no one =/

i nv felt so weak be4 T_T
maybe one day i should pull away my mask and become myself. when wanted to cry then cry, if wanted to shout then shout. Anger is able to show out. nagging got people to listen. maybe one day i should lock myself in a room and taste of alone =)